i have written myself out of darkness, never did i imagine that fog would freeze my pen
the block
faith
faith and the leap
the screeching
of visceral pain
cruel, relentless, omnipresent
the descent
sometimes in january
on the ways in which our bodies remember past traumas and find expression
the ebbing
of mental health
travel lethargy: numb goodbyes and anxious hellos
11 September 2018 London Heathrow Terminal 3 20:13 Travel Diary i left like I had arrived. harried and panicked. going through motions, its hard not to feel like leaving is fragmenting as though losing bits of yourself. but arrival is no better, all you've got are the pieces of you that survived. i am sitting... Continue Reading →
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trigger warning: suicide, eating disorders, depression
breathe
it has been hard lately. and it feels as though it is getting heavier still. but always the pen is light. and just as I have done before. i will write myself out of the darkness. breathe🍃 Featured Image: @ronyhernandes
autumn
i imagine had i fallen i would want you to treat it as autumn as if I were leaf falling from a tree, nature running its course do not gesticulate and fan yourselves wildly as if burning from the summer heat i had long been a flower losing its light
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